I Am In A Perpetual Need Of A Holiday! But It's Still Too Soon

mood: cold turkey as a result of withdrawal from travelling
music:

hahahahahah....there. i am laughing my head off. prlect actually said she thought we did a good job. if only she knew! omg...kudos to fiomoe, "frankie" and prev. ok it's obvious: we rock! here's to the next presentation and the big pitch! : )

i am now towards the end of blogging this entry and tears are streaming down my face. i intended to blog about the chiangmai escapade...but...suddenly...

was chatting to phurggin about zul. i can't explain it...but i feel this extreme feeling of loss. again...i barely knew him. watever the heck gave me the right to cry and mourn over him? he was a good boy...everytime i forget or it passes me by, i think hey it must be ok...then the realization hits me. he's gone. he really is. and then the cycle starts all over again. so many emotions...started chatting with phurgin and it all came storming back.

Dear God, bless him. Accept all of his deeds and forgive all of his mistakes. Dear God, may he rest in peace and be among those whom You love and who love You, God. may the things that he left behind be blessed for him. and may we meet again in the other realm.

think i just need to cry for a while.