Thursday, April 28, 2005

An Eye On The Web

mood: sombre
music: misunderstood - bon jovi

today i wanna blog about well...blogs.!

was checking out lee's blog...where he unceremoniously pagiarised one of my entries from my friendster blog...well, ok, it wasn't just any entry...it was THE entry...yup the one i was raving like a mad lunatic about...oh never mind...you can check it our y'self. he's on my links page.

then touch-based with toots' blog. then shit hit the fan. so she's in some kindda trouble...it's aight with me if she can't or won't talk about it. i know some people say "you gotta talk about it/ let it all out / it'll make you feel better if you had a listening (read: busybody) ear"...nope!

some days...some stories you just wanna sweep in under the sejadah and let it disappear with time. things that you are deeply ashemed of...things that hurt you to the core..so hurt that the mere mention of the issue can open floodgates...

so i hear you, tootsie. y'know u can talk to me about anything...but we being tight and all, that privilege also extends to not talking to be about anything...so i'm here, just being silent and not listening...ok?

we now move on to chilliz's blog...where i get an updateon my dear sohabah and her married/little people teacher life...zackeroo's blog pulak tells me how annoyed she is with her annoyance...i hear ya, girl...so with you there...

i love technology. i get to keep tabs on my friends and even though we are not around each other, we still care to keep up with what's going on with each other...and that makes the eventual meeting so much more special…*yay!*

dear God, i just wanted to say my thankest Alhamdulillah for granting me the pals that i have. they make me be a better person and remind me of my function in this Life.

Monday, April 18, 2005

The Move Is A Bit Groggy

mood: motion sickness (*coz i'm moving...geddit geddit???)
music: i turn to you - christina ag. / terhangat di pasaran - kru

I MOVED YAY!!!!HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEH

i'm so proud of me! lemme tell you...the moving wasnt easy ok!!! all the html crap and hello! remember i am a technoo goondoo, ok? so it's quite an acheivement!

so it's thu class tonight...and i am trying my bestest best to be a good girl and pay attention in class and do all my assignments...but that class is really dry!!!! even the usual gin-gang will trickle away...including mr ogilvy himself...see? that goes to show you how bad the class is and sooper dry it is...

well, anyway i promise this site will be mine. and i will be pouring my heart out here...i think...but essentially this is my space...so i'll use it any darn how i want...yeah? but constructively lah...

leave a tag if you're in the area, peeps!


Integrated Resort? Oh, You Mean Casinos!

mood: feelin’ lucky?
music: running- no doubt

hahahahah…..they announced it this afternoon. one at sentosa and one at marina bay…*sigh*…it has begun, people…it has. i have no problems with gambling. i sure as hell think it’s wrong, it’s against the religion, but hey…it’s your money and your life…i’m not going judgmental on you now…

it will interesting to see what the powers that be plan to do about all the social repercussions it may bring…sure they have addressed the workforce angle (jojoz’s gonna be a busy busy girl) and the economic BS they say it will bring…but addressing the social ills…hmn…doubtful…

m.i.c muslim affairs said “muslims who felt comfortable about it could choose to work in the integrated resort, though not in the casino directly. he pointed out that some muslims already work as service staff in hotels where alcohol is served. islam forbids the consumption of alcohol and gambling.” (ST, 18/04/2005)

this is a real mature way of putting it, m.i.c. it’s so in-you-face. i like him…not one to mince words on the sorry state of the local muslim community…wake up, people! we’re going nowhere like this…

now my fingers are itchy…surely there is something that can be done in this line…surely somewhere…something needs to be done…i just need to get my groove back. something took it away and now i’m feeling quite lost without it…feel so out of place, i’m losing my magic touch.

dear God, i’m trying very hard to be a good girl these days. i know i have done a couple of rotten things that i am ashamed of and i have hurt people. and nothing i say or do can ever make it right. all i can do is beg You for Your Forgiveness. dear God, please grant me Your Peace, Your Blessings and Your Calm, for i am completely lost.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

I Have Moved

mood: apologetic.....i am a dumbass...
music: welcome to my life - simple plan

yeaups...so now i'm here...tryin my hand at all these html crap...oh why did i even bother? still very mad at meself over the last entry (sorry lee...and i will keep saying it, yeah)...for the life of me i can't understand what made me lose control!

this rubbish emo stuff has got to stop.

now.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

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