And Your Time Starts Now...

mood: sleepyyyyyyyy
music: peterpan.....(didn't you see that coming?*lol*)

hi...

yes i know...it's been a while. i just felt that i had nothing to blog about...and i didn't want to subject you to the oh so mundane things that happened in my life.

*sigh*.....so much to do so little time...by now you should know what i'm busy with. things at work are finally falling in place; my programmes should be running smoothly come first week of march. adventure accounts are also due to follow-up...and no thanks to the eunach...i'm proud to say i did it all by meself. *hrrmph*

had a total blast with the gang on movies night...from the getting ready to the being there and the supper after. i love the gang...



Fantastic Six...we are missing one terribly...



from left: bananaz, chups, viva and coffeebean. yeah we took hours to get ready. but we're girls. so shuddup already. : )



from left: shawn, chups, viva and weeping...very nice pic...i dunno why lah? can anyone pin point it?

things on the home front aren't looking so rosy either...yes...mother has finally totally warmed up the the fact that it's happening, with or without her, so either she jumps on the bandwagon or fall off...alamak...i tell you she's jumped on it with full vigor she's driving me absolutely i n s a n e.

i mean...now she's the one rushing. this and that. here and there. and i for one do not like people rushing me...she rush i rush...dammnit...we could have done that ages ago but no...who chose to sulk and mope? and now who...?*sigh*...never mind.

all these pressure and stress...i'm beng stretched very thin. i seriously do not need additional crap from bozos...so i do apologize if i have offended you in anyway...i'm sorry..TRULY! now see you what a horrible person i really am...

but it's ok...i'll behave in the manner that is expected of me and i will hold it together. until that day when it will all fall apart...

insya Allah by then awak will piece me together again...

No!....Really?

mood: stupified
music: jauh mimpiku - peterpan ("ku harus lepaskan mu / i have to let you go")

it feels so good to let go.

sometimes you have to look at your life and really think about that matters to you most. what are the big things? what are the little ones?

for me, since it happened, i started looking at things in a new angle. sure...the insanities are there, the worldly urgency is always pushing me...but now, at the back of my mind i know.

i know that you can treat me however fashion you want. go ahead. just say what you wanna say to me, be it to mock me, ridicule me or even to humour me. treat me as you wish too, pretend i'm important, pretend you really wanna know what i think, pretend my opinion matters.

i've got good news for you. i am not judged by you. there is A HIGHER BEING who Judges All. and i will only answer to Him.

i hope, for your sake, when He Asks, you can answer.

enjoy...stupidest quote of the month:

"we grow older by the year." - e****h

really?...no shit.