mood: got such thing as a sighing mood?
music: everything you want - vertical horizon ("i say all the right things at exactly the right time but i mean nothing to you and i don't know why)
i have been sighing the whole day.
yeah sure they say it's a bad thing to sigh. cepat tua or something...but i can't help it! it's been one rotten day and with my theory discussion tonight, it's about to get rottener. jiap and dhill can't help but laugh at me when i'm in mid-sigh...which pretty much cracks me up : ) i love 'em...y'know? they're like a breath of fresh air around this stale 18th floor crap trap.
i have nothing to grumble about, right? sure, things may look pointless and gloomy at this juncture, but i think it will get better. i have a roof on top of my head, a home to go back to, not one but two adowable cats who love me unconditionally...what more can a girl want?
actually we all want the same things, don't we? we want to be loved, appreciated, respected, honoured, the whol works. will any man step up to the challenge and provide the above said things?
on a seperate note, i miss my special angel. my nights are a lot quieter since my special angel left and i haven't found anything that can fill the void that my special angel left behind. my special angel is now off and away, trying to make the world a better place, so i know my special angel is doing good. you see, that's what my special angel does best. restores my faith in the goodness of people. but now that my special angel is not around anymore, i'd have to do it myself. will i have the strength?
chiangmai...i really wanna go to you...i cannot wait for september to come and i hope that this trip would not be bubbled (*HINT HINT*). i simply can't wait to go rafting down your white waters and sleep under your stars...cannot wait!!!
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