Hello Good Afternoon. Wayang Drama Agency. Khai Speaking.

mood: tired of the phone! i swear...if i have to answer it ONE MORE TIME!
music: dialah di hati (He is in my heart) - siti nurhaliza ("selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti Dialah di hati" / "as long as my heart beats to the very end He is in my heart")

mondays are supposed to be a fresh start. i like mondays. but of course i sure miss the weekend, but monday's cool.

with all the recent lessons He has sent my way, it'll be blardee stupid if i don't wake up and realize any day is another gift from Him. another day to repent and start afresh. another day to make amends. be a good girl. a good muslim. be worthy to be Rasullulah's ummah. make mother and father proud. give the best to awak.

that's why i've decided to come to work on monday as a new person. i promise to take in all challenges my way in good stride. policy impediments, economic cycles and financial downturns mean nothing to me; i will do my bestest best to change what little i can in my time here in the wayang drama agency.

here, i'd also like to declare that i want to be a better person. a better friend also. yes i know i talk too much too honest. so please, help me be a better person and remind me of my mistakes? lemme know where i've err and knock some sense into me. yes i am stubborn and suffering from chronic middle-child syndrome, but sit me down and i will listen and learn.

to all the people i have been resenting all this while, i'm sorry. i was going nowhere with all the resentment, hostility and anger felt towards you...so i've decided to let it all go. i've been so blind...why hate when you can love? why be mad when you can breathe? why be pissed when you can smile?

so God, ok lesson learnt, yes? only for You i will be a better person.