What Makes You Happy

musik: sedang ingin bercinta - dewa19 ("setiap ada kamu...otak ku berpikir bagaimana caranya untuk berdua bersama kamu")
music: wanting to love - dewa19 ("everytime there's you...my brain schemes how to be alone with you")

*takes a deep breath*...... l e t i t g o .

this week crawled by me. funny why time just passes you by when you don't want it to, but cheerfully crawls along when you need it to pass quickly, eh?

awak is away on reservist and he'll be back on monday. then there's a billion things to do for the house, since hdb will be returning the keys to us within the week. it's about darn time, too. i hate living out of plastic/luggage/paper bags. and for once in my life, i did not have a real home to go back to. especially after the big test, i was desperate to have a place where i can cry and mope and sulk.

i wasn't feeling at home at awak's place, and the lovely chaotic mess at mak's place...well...it didn't feel like my house anymore, since sister and mamat moved in, they seemed to have moved on without me. even father is around more often. has he...*gasp* turned into the doting atok?

i want so much for the world to be ok again. so really life goes on and there's no use rehashing the past. just learn from the mistakes and move forward lah. there's only so much you can cry. think back on the things that make you happy.

thank God for farmpride chicken nuggets, macadamia nut brittle and ruffles sour cream and cheddar chips.

what makes you happy?

ps: *frowns* strange how all my happy items are food...