Stay Safe Tonight, Awak

mood: sleepie at the office
music: mad season - matchbox twenty ("i need you now do you think you can cope")

awak is full of suprises.

on saturday night i called him from jb. the conversation went:

me: dear what are you watching?
awak: paycheck. what are you doing?
me: oh i'm watching the story of us.
awak: of course you are...coz it's the first movie we watched together.

i was so shocked he actually remembered! and he knew i'd be watching. but he did...aww~~.

*grin like monkey*


*grin some more*


*still grinning*


ok ok i'll cut it out....*grin*..HAHAHAHA! i can't help it!

so when i got back on sunday, we went buying his stuff. awak's reservist in-camp training starts monday for a week. poor baby. we got socks, boxers, tshirts, shampoo (don't they have these stuff?) and packed the rest of his barang-barangs.

so he's in station for a week. probably at central or sengkang. take care, baby...and don't play hero. i'd like my fiancee to come home. alive. in one piece. please? will doa for your safety, dear. *sniff*

but it's ok peeps! it doesn't mean i will have the my-fiancee's-on-reservist syndrome. there were times during the poly days, i saw lotsa girls suffering from the "my-boyfriend's-in-ns" syndrome which was kindda bad. if you form a project group with them, don't ever schedule meets or expect them to do work over the weekend, coz that's when the boyfriend books out and well..you know what happens. so thank God for peer evaluations!

but that was light years ago. another time. another me. i still worry, a lot, given the nature of this work. so i do have a lot to be thankful for.

insya Allah he will be alright. he can cope.