May God Have Mercy On Your Soul

mood: bite me
music: polaris - jimmyeatworld ("i'll say it straight and plain. i know i've made mistakes i've always been afraid.")

so tired.

tired of feeling angry and upset all the time. tired of complaining. tired of asking why.

tired of making excuses for people who are undeserving. tired of putting up with those who will never ever be satisfied with no matter what i do. tired of them who try to make me feel stupid and put me down.

tired of those who lie to my face. tired of them who talk behind my back. tired of the ones who take advantage of me.

you know what? fine. i don't need you. you are nothing to me and i don't give two hoots about who you are and what you think you can do to me. as far as i'm concerned, you do not exist, and what does not exist to me can't hurt me. i'm made of stronger things and i have been through worse rubbish than what you're dishing out to me right now, so who the hucking fell do you think you are?

don't need to ask. i forgive you. sincerely. with all my heart. now go and seek forgiveness to God. may He forgive you.

*takes a deep breath*....ok God, it's over to You now. i redha with all that You destine. please grant me the strenght to accept it.