Yada Yada Yada...Yeah Whatever!

mood: i know i said i've turned over a new leaf...but boy is this new leaf angry!!!
music: how could this happen to me - simple plan ("i try to make a sound but no one hears me")

i'm mad. crazy angry. i feel like i'm trapped under layers and layers of papers and each time i find my footing and think i can claw my way out, i just fall back down the rubble. they will come and shower more and more paper for me to sieve through. yes...that is what i am. a professional paper pusher. sitting around waiting for the powers that be to agree on who will front what and who will get to clock the damn KPI and who will make the presentation.

oh for crying out loud...just agree on something already!!! and don't pretend to ask for my opinion when you blardy know it doesn't count. and everytime i speak, stop looking at me like you're ready to pounce, hoping that i'd say something stupid.

have we all lost our focus here? they are throwing money at us, for fish's sake, and here we are arguing on who gets to spend how much and how come they get to spend more...HELLO! in case you haven't noticed, the money is NOT FOR YOU! it's for the people out there who really need help and they actually have mouths to feed!!! unlike you who drive to work and live in a condo and play golf every weekend and take intercontinental holidays every year!

fine...! i know you work hard for your money. heck...who doesn't? (actually, i know of people who are skiving at work daily but that's story for another blog ranting)...but all this haggling is RIDICULOUS!

*aaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!*

ok.........i'm done griping.

so much for wanting to smile and laugh again...*hrrmph!*

well...awak did make me chuckle. coz i told him "dear i feel so stewpid when they make me do stewpid stuff" and he went "that's good, then. coz the people who make you feel stewpid by doing stewpid stuff are stewpid-er themselves".

ok he actually said it in malay and it really sound much funnier there...but you catch my drift. and he tried. awak always gets points for trying.

: )