mood: stagnant
music: pure - lightning seeds ("now you're crying in your sleep i wish you'd never learnt to weep")
*sigh*
oh so true.
listen up...families are important. they define you. you can't ditch them like you ditch pals who do crappy stuff. nope. you are stuck with them. so...dumbo....make the best outta the situation. take it in your stride. learn to let things go lah. *takes a deep breath*. and work? tough crap. no one said it was gonna be easy. welcome to the real world. teachers never mentioned it, mentors tried to be optimistic about it.
i have GOT to learn to let go. awak is very good at this.
why do i always choose to walk around with heaviness in my heart? i worry too much about things that i don't have control over and i always forget to see the bigger picture. i keep saying i wished things were different or if only i'd done that....cannot keep living like this. serious. regret is not a good thing.
must always be thankful with the gifts He has showered on me. i have a home, parents who love me enough to nag constantly, a sister and a brother who appreciate me enough to seek me out, a man who loves me, along with my many flaws, a job that keeps me honest and my faith, that keeps me on the Straight Path.
but i still feel empty. why?
music: pure - lightning seeds ("now you're crying in your sleep i wish you'd never learnt to weep")
*sigh*
oh so true.
listen up...families are important. they define you. you can't ditch them like you ditch pals who do crappy stuff. nope. you are stuck with them. so...dumbo....make the best outta the situation. take it in your stride. learn to let things go lah. *takes a deep breath*. and work? tough crap. no one said it was gonna be easy. welcome to the real world. teachers never mentioned it, mentors tried to be optimistic about it.
i have GOT to learn to let go. awak is very good at this.
why do i always choose to walk around with heaviness in my heart? i worry too much about things that i don't have control over and i always forget to see the bigger picture. i keep saying i wished things were different or if only i'd done that....cannot keep living like this. serious. regret is not a good thing.
must always be thankful with the gifts He has showered on me. i have a home, parents who love me enough to nag constantly, a sister and a brother who appreciate me enough to seek me out, a man who loves me, along with my many flaws, a job that keeps me honest and my faith, that keeps me on the Straight Path.
but i still feel empty. why?
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