mood: oh so much lighter...
music: look what you've done - jet ("give me back my point of view coz i just can't think for you")
it is done. all my assignments are in as of last night 11.30pm. *sheesh*
mother as usual nagged at me for having to go bukit panjang then jurong then tanah merah then sengkang, all in the name of submitting the assignment. "good...buat lagi kerja last minute." err..hello mother...how was i to know fred's gone in camp?...well, anyway...it's ok. that's that and i'm just relieved that it is over. now will break for study leave and exams then i will be done. insya Allah.
*hmn...interesting. remember wat happened during the last study leave?*
june draws to a close. in many ways, it can be considered the most happening month since the start of this year, beating even may! i was bombarded in so many ways...my heart was tested, the will of my faith was tried, my brains were picked at,my ability at work was being questioned, my responsibilities are home were forgotten, my bank account hovered dangerously low, my driving's gone from uber terok to bad...AND WORST OF ALL awang is still missing!!!!
*sigh*....Thank You God, for reminding me of the more important things that i have to do as Your servant on this earth. now can You grant me the wisdom to have good time management? i dunno what's wrong with me. back in school i was excellent at time management! always ended up the chaser, chased groupmates for work, chased people for commitment and stuff...not forgetting i was a full time volunteer at darul...how on earth did i do it?
lost me mojo man...i realised i've lost my essence. my spirit is gone. and that's bad news. i need to go on a quest to find my spirit. soon. now. chiangmai is not soon enough.
saw something interesting this morning. was walking along raffles exchange where there's a long advertisement on british airways. and along the path were two angmohs dressed as BA's captains and they were holding out banners promoting cheap direct flights to heathrow. and so typical of s'poreans, most of us zoomed past them, apparently all headed to work and not giving them any attention at all. it prompted one of the captains to comment to this lady in front of me, "well, you're in a hurry aren't you?" and she just nodded and smiled. at least i dug my head out of my red rabbit's paperback and said good morning to him!
both the captains had this bemused expression on their face. they must be sooooo amused that the scene that was moving around them at that time was eerily resembling the one in japan, where thousands of commuters squeezed in sardine cans passing off as trains and all of them looked alike and walked in the same direction.
told awak he must work hard and makes lotsa moolah so i can retire at 25.
music: look what you've done - jet ("give me back my point of view coz i just can't think for you")
it is done. all my assignments are in as of last night 11.30pm. *sheesh*
mother as usual nagged at me for having to go bukit panjang then jurong then tanah merah then sengkang, all in the name of submitting the assignment. "good...buat lagi kerja last minute." err..hello mother...how was i to know fred's gone in camp?...well, anyway...it's ok. that's that and i'm just relieved that it is over. now will break for study leave and exams then i will be done. insya Allah.
*hmn...interesting. remember wat happened during the last study leave?*
june draws to a close. in many ways, it can be considered the most happening month since the start of this year, beating even may! i was bombarded in so many ways...my heart was tested, the will of my faith was tried, my brains were picked at,my ability at work was being questioned, my responsibilities are home were forgotten, my bank account hovered dangerously low, my driving's gone from uber terok to bad...AND WORST OF ALL awang is still missing!!!!
*sigh*....Thank You God, for reminding me of the more important things that i have to do as Your servant on this earth. now can You grant me the wisdom to have good time management? i dunno what's wrong with me. back in school i was excellent at time management! always ended up the chaser, chased groupmates for work, chased people for commitment and stuff...not forgetting i was a full time volunteer at darul...how on earth did i do it?
lost me mojo man...i realised i've lost my essence. my spirit is gone. and that's bad news. i need to go on a quest to find my spirit. soon. now. chiangmai is not soon enough.
saw something interesting this morning. was walking along raffles exchange where there's a long advertisement on british airways. and along the path were two angmohs dressed as BA's captains and they were holding out banners promoting cheap direct flights to heathrow. and so typical of s'poreans, most of us zoomed past them, apparently all headed to work and not giving them any attention at all. it prompted one of the captains to comment to this lady in front of me, "well, you're in a hurry aren't you?" and she just nodded and smiled. at least i dug my head out of my red rabbit's paperback and said good morning to him!
both the captains had this bemused expression on their face. they must be sooooo amused that the scene that was moving around them at that time was eerily resembling the one in japan, where thousands of commuters squeezed in sardine cans passing off as trains and all of them looked alike and walked in the same direction.
told awak he must work hard and makes lotsa moolah so i can retire at 25.
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